& i'm just me.
history does repeat itself :)
ugh. im feeling abandon, first nikki in san fran, wendy moving out right after parents come home and then mindy at college. ive never been actually alone, there was always one sister who was with me. but now, it just feels like im alone, abandon. idk.
i blame you. for trying to end the entire thing with a goodnight, without explaining any, saying weather you’re okay or not, no because you wouldn’t tell me the story.because it was “a bother to me”. even when i said i cared and had all the time i needed. im frustrated and i’ve been this way since last night. i didn’t sleep as well as i wanted. and i’m frustrated when i think about you, and sadly that’s often. i know i shouldn’t like you, but i do. i blame you.
when you like someone, but you know you cant for many reasons, but you still can’t them out of your head. and all you can think is fuck why. ugh why me :/
he’s on my mind again x_x
grr to those who didnt catch her in her full down :(